Yeah, another old gem from the Masters. You think they ever wrote a book with those sayings?

[ he thinks of telling cal about why he made that comment about anakin but... no, another time. he's not ready to open that can of worms on cal, not when he's questioning it all himself. ]

I don't need to know how it happens, or when. Maybe it hasn't hit me yet, I don't know. I don't want to change it or do anything different to prevent it, but it feels like I've been running my whole life from death.